oki. so i have been doing alot of thinking. caculations about the infamouse L1R5. What subs should i study harder for? what do i want to do. Arguably, is all this of any imporatance? i mean. acadamy, is just a part of life. Its not all that important. yes, i mean its the most advisable route to take. but i guess, its just the Os. No big deal. one of those obstacles u face. If i fail, i guess, maybe im not cut out? feeling extremely fearful thou. all the what ifs? what if. But u have to put in the effort. I keep on saying now, now. start. I DO. But not long.