Today, was just dreadful. went into the lift and met teresa coincidentaly, looking rather different. School started, with a history test, followed by and english essay, an ss test and then a chem mock exam. All of which i do not want to ellaborate upon. the usual GCP followed, and stayed back in school. was walking out of school, when i saw Mr lak in the car looking rather frustrated and tired. I thought of what a life he must live. earning a good sum of money, but having to work with students whom are how u say, not very well behaved. pretty glum. wonder if he likes his job. His a good principal. Then i went for tuition and recieved msges...which taught me a few things/... u learn smth new everyday...lol...
oki. so i have been doing alot of thinking. caculations about the infamouse L1R5. What subs should i study harder for? what do i want to do. Arguably, is all this of any imporatance? i mean. acadamy, is just a part of life. Its not all that important. yes, i mean its the most advisable route to take. but i guess, its just the Os. No big deal. one of those obstacles u face. If i fail, i guess, maybe im not cut out? feeling extremely fearful thou. all the what ifs? what if. But u have to put in the effort. I keep on saying now, now. start. I DO. But not long.
